My beautiful baby boy is gone. The boy left the door open yesterday to let in some fresh “clean” air. The screen door must not have been closed tightly enough and my beautiful cat got outside and fell off the porch. The boy found him in the dumpster behind the building. I’m happy to know where he is because the thought of him out there suffering in the cold and being scared, tired and hungry had me in hysterics last night. It is taking all I have today to make it through a workday. My eyes are puffy, my head hurts, and I am exhausted. Tomorrow I am on my way to Michigan to party up my friends Bachlorette party. w  h   o   o     h    o   o   …..

All I really want to do is go home and sleep… *sniff sniff*