I sat next to you, on my bed. You excited and talking about computers. I tried to follow you, really I did. I want to learn this stuff, but I could only think of two things…. had you read my blogs today, and by

golly I wanted to ravage you. I wanted to climb all over you and and feel your bare skin. I wanted to strip you of those clothes that you looked so damn fine in. I wanted to lick you and savor the sweat on your brow. I wanted to roll around naked with you in my new sheets. I wanted you lose yourself in passion.

But alas… I held back in fear of rejection…. again. Don’t you see it? I thought I was making it painfully obvious.